Why am I still Fucking here?

I'm seriously considering deleting this blog. I mean seriously what was I thinking? I do not update, I don't even visit it myself so seriously? Why fucking bother? Some people use it as a form of 'memoir' placeholder and often come back to read their previous entries, but even that I don't do. So seriously, why fucking bother?

Anyways, the ones that actually gives a shit about what I'm up to. I'm in the middle of completing a 7000 word essay combined. Yes, 7-fucking-thousand, and oh yeah - a portfolio is to come with it!

Can i say fuck more? Please?